Day 16. Release Balloons, lanterns, butterflies, doves.
Day 17. Anniversary/Birthday/Due Dates Share a photo of what you did for your baby/ies/child/rens special day. Did you hide away in bed? Did you have a cake? Did you have a party? What did you do?
Since we haven't had a lot of time since everything happened, we haven't done any of these yet, so I don't have much to post. I look forward to doing things like releasing balloons, butterflies or lanterns. I think we will do balloons or butterflies when we bury them. I feel like that would be a good thing. I can't even begin to wrap my head around what I will do for their birthday or the anniversaries of when they passed.
Their due date, however, is approaching...December 21, 2012. They did tell me that they would have likely scheduled an induction if I had not delivered them by 38 weeks though, so any time between that mark, December 7 and their 40-week due date is going to suck. But December 21 will definitely be the worst. :-S I just don't have any clue what to do...I don't want to do anything but curl up in bed that day...I want to honor my boys, but it's so difficult to think about....
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