Wednesday, November 26, 2014

So Thankful

I have slacked on my blog and I know it.  The last 8 months have been insanely emotional.  Happy, sad, frustrating, exciting, and everything in between, but we are here.  Alive and well.

Friday, March 28, 2014

What 24 Weeks Feels Like

So we made it…24 weeks today.  I woke up both elated and nervous.  I was in the hospital at 24 weeks last time…for the second time.  I'd had the steroid shot to mature my babies' lungs.  This time, I have avoided the hospital all together.  I haven't had any of the complications that hinted at my hospitalization last time either.  It's an eery feeling to think that maybe, just maybe, I will be avoiding the ICN and bringing home my healthy, happy baby boy.

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Our Happy Valentine's Day

I'm quite delayed in typing up this post, and I have been meaning to post this for 3 weeks now!  I need to get better about staying on top of this thing.  Life has stayed quite busy for us lately, but we're getting there!

On Valentine's Day we went in for our follow-up ultrasound and check-up at 18 weeks.  The best news we got was that the abruption that I had at 15 weeks was no longer visible on our ultrasound.  Additionally, with no bleeding, the doctors were fairly confident that it was gone.

On top of that, we found out that we're having another boy.  I had told Cam the whole time that it was a boy!!  Mommy instincts were definitely right, and there's no doubt about it!!

Saturday, January 25, 2014


So I told myself I would blog more...but between work, spending time with my husband, and dealing with all my emotions of being pregnant again, I haven't been able to find the energy...

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

New Year, New Faith

I know it's been awhile since I posted...yet again.  One of my new year resolutions is to keep up with my blog again.  I'm going to stick with one post a week...more if I have time, but one post a week.  I have found that this is my therapy and by not posting, I don't have a place that I vent and express myself.  My other new year resolution...the really big to restore my faith.

Friday, December 13, 2013

Holidays 2013

It's been awhile since I posted.  To be honest, I don't have a good excuse.  I've had a lot going through my head and a lot to say, but just not sure why I didn't come here...part of it is probably because I wasn't sure how to say any of it...part of it because I probably shouldn't.

Friday, October 18, 2013

Day 17: Time

There are no words for the length of time I have been missing my baby boys....just that I've been missing them for too long and know that I will continue to miss them.  Each day is a day further from their sweet, sensitive little bodies...but a step closer to someday getting to hold my babies again...