Day 9. Special Place This could be a place that you visit that brings you peace. Maybe it is a place that you went to when you were pregnant or where your child’s place of rest is.
Since we haven't buried the boys yet, I don't have a place to visit them. Doesn't help we haven't purchased urns for them yet to bring them home either. That will be my goal for the next few days, I think. I think once we do bury them, the cemetery will be my favorite spot because it will mean spending time with them. I look forward to being able to talk to them and spend time with them...read to them. That comfort of being able to know that even if they can't physically hear me, they know I'm there for them even still.
While I was pregnant, we spent a lot of time out at the lake. I have loved it since I was a little, little girl. It will always be a special place. But other than work and home, it's the only other place I really spent any time while I was pregnant. It is a very special place even without that fact, but the fact that what little exercise I could get while I was pregnant was swimming in the lake, it makes it special still. And to just sit in the sun and read a book. It was the only place I found true relaxation during such a stressful conception and pregnancy. Though I didn't get to go kayaking or fishing like I usually do, I still loved every minute I got to spend there this year....
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