Day 9: Music

There are many songs that bring up different memories.  For instance, "Pontoon" makes me think of the first time I could drive after the boys were born (thank you c-section).  It was my favorite song on the radio at the time and was the first song that came on the first time I got back behind the wheel.  Or "Every Storm Runs out of Rain" which I posted as my music in Capture Your Grief last year because it was on ALL the time and just always made me think of the tears that kept coming.

This song, Miranda Lambert's "Over You" was a song that became popular as I got really close to another loss momma who has become one of my closest friends.  The one I can't go very many days without talking to because she means so much to me.  The two of us went to Miranda's concert in February and both of us cried with Miranda as she sang this song.  It is so true...I'll never be over my babies.  NEVER.  And anyone who expects me to be is lying to themselves and will eventually realize that if you push it, I am going to shut you out.  I will never be over it or over my children.