Today marks the beginning of Child and Infant Loss Awareness Month. CarlyMarie created the Capture Your Grief project to help remember our little ones in this month as well as help us brought our grief. Today's topic was Sunrise to mark the beginning of the project.
This morning was not really a great morning for a sunrise. It was extremely foggy. But I tried. I got out of bed for a few minutes at 7 this morning to snap this photo. I'm sick today. I don't think I've felt this crappy in a long, long time. But for once its physically not emotionally. Though the sun coming up every day is still a reminder to me that it's coming up on a world without my sons. A world where I am one day further from holding them in my arms. Another day away from missing them. Another day where I hold them in my heart not my arms.
But I have learned to live. To know how to cope in this new normal. That's not to say that every day is perfect, but I survive. I survive because I have hope that one day, the sun will rise on the day I get to hold my boys again. That they will have siblings that I can cuddle and love and raise into beautiful members of society. Someday the sun will rise on a happy day with my family reunited.
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