Behind Closed Doors...and Eyes...

I think sometimes people think I have it all put together.  That I am strong and that I move through each day with ease.  In reality?  My house is a mess, my mind is a mess, and I feel utterly overwhelmed and like a crazy person!

What 24 Weeks Feels Like

So we made it…24 weeks today.  I woke up both elated and nervous.  I was in the hospital at 24 weeks last time…for the second time.  I'd had the steroid shot to mature my babies' lungs.  This time, I have avoided the hospital all together.  I haven't had any of the complications that hinted at my hospitalization last time either.  It's an eery feeling to think that maybe, just maybe, I will be avoiding the ICN and bringing home my healthy, happy baby boy.