Day 4: Legacy

I like to think that Cam and I are our boys legacy.  That the people we have become...the things we do.  Those represent our boys.  For me, I feel as though I have become a better version of me.  That I have learned how to live and let go.  How to move on and live my life.  And give back.

Our March of Dimes team in May was proof of our ability to give back and our boys legacy.  How many people showed up to support us and Kristy and Mark.  That's Samuel's & Andrew's legacy.  They will live on through the deeds we do.

And now...the fact that we want to start a charity to help couples struggling with infertility after loss.  That will be another part of their legacy.  Because I refuse to let my sons' names go down in history without a legacy.  Because my husband and I will never stop saying their names.  That is how they will continue to live on in life.  Through us.  Through the life that we live.

Our Busy Life

I feel like I'm always on the go...like there's always something to do.  Of course, I'm still finding time to sit my bum in front of my computer and the TV, so maybe I should stop that, but it's my de-stressor (usually).  Oh well.  Things will eventually get done.  The laundry will find a way.  The house will eventually get clean.  In the meantime, life goes on...without my boys...but it goes on.